I was was not looking for the moon tonight like other nights but there it was, staring at me in the face. It brought back memories of sharing moon pictures and talking about how beautiful the moon was almost everyday. It’s quite amazing how people get so integrated in the little things that we see or do in our daily lives that it’s hard to completely separate them. It made me a little nostalgic, almost sad, thinking about our connection and how much it has changed in such a short amount of time.
It’s nothing we said explicitly but the actions of each other which created that emotional distance that has become so big now for me that I don’t know what to say to you anymore when in the past, we could talk for hours on end and still having things to talk about. I know people say time is of essence but years of connection we built has come to almost nothing in just a few months so time feels very irrelevant right now. I believe it’s the intentions, and time got nothing on it. All time can do is make the memory fade away.
It made me think about how much effort we put in different relationships but it only takes one day, one incident, one statement, and sometimes absolutely nothing at all, for it to come to an end. I am not even sure if it’s the end for us but it definitely feels like it. Maybe it is time to move on and say goodbye. It’s not a final goodbye, and I know we will still be talking but it’s a goodbye to that connection we shared that is no more. It’s hard to let go, but it has to happen, or should I say, it has already begun to happen. It was nice until it lasted.
Goodbye…
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